i just want to disappear for a while. Life is complicated and i dont lik it. When did life become this complicated? Why did i want to grow up? I just feel like the world is crumbling and im losing my step. I need something to help keep me from falling through the cracks. Life has a funny way of running me down. Leaving me out. I think i disappoint my family. They dont want me. Well the idea of me is great to them they just dont want my problems. They want grandkids. A son in law. An extended family. I cant ever give that to them? How can someone that cant stay in a relationship give them that? How can they give them happiness? I have nothing left to give.
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foreverlostnotfound 
Maybe it would be good to take some time out for yourself and ask what you want, what would help you feel recharged? You’ve burnt yourself out on trying to give your family things sounds like.
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That is definitely what i need. I just wish i got more time to recharge. I do feel a little better today but we will see if that lasts.
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